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NOPE

by Clare Twiddy

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1.
Poison 04:21
(you’re like poison, you’re like poison) I hate you, I want you, I love you, oh We’re just having fun (you’re like poison) I like the anticipation more than any one feeling (feeling) You’re everybody's best friends (you’re like poison) I’m falling in the deep end (ahh, ahh, ahh) Go on darling take a sip (you’re like poison) You tell you want me now you're everywhere I go (you’re like poison) Always a whisper in my ear but you don't have to say so (say so) They think I'm no fun without you around but (you’re like poison) You always let me down You always let me drown (You always let me drown) You’re like poison in my cup You flip my stomach upside down (side down) You grab my throat, you let me drown (me drown) (you know you let me down) You’re like poison in my cup Don't have the strength to give you up just yet (just yet) Cos all my bad habits they used to be my best friend Think back when you were my saviour (saviour) I'm on a cliff (you’re like poison) Peering my head off the edge but you sedated me enough to just sit still (you’re like poison) Praying to a false god, feeling kinda lost and I’m at odds with this fever (fever) (you’re like poison) Pushing you away then my nostalgia drinks you in (drinks you in) You’re like poison in my cup You flip my stomach upside down (side down) You grab my throat, you let me drown (me drown) (you know you let me down) You’re like poison in my cup Don't have the strength to give you up just yet (just yet) Cos all my bad habits they used to be my best friend (used to be my best friend) Oh I wish there was a halfway point for us Every time I drink you up, can never seem to get enough (you’re like poison) Oh I wish there was a halfway point for us (halfway point for us) Every time I drink you up, can never seem to get enough (can never seem to get enough) Oh I wish there was a halfway point for us (halfway point for us) Every time I drink you up You’re like poison in my cup (my cup) You flip my stomach upside down (side down) (down) You grab my throat, you let me drown (me drown) (you know you let me down) (down) You’re like poison in my cup (my cup) Don't have the strength to give you up just yet (just yet) Cos all my bad habits they used to be my best friend (oh) You’re like poison in my cup (my cup) You flip my stomach upside down (side down) (down) You grab my throat, you let me drown (me drown) (you know you let me down) (down) You’re like poison in my cup (my cup) Don't have the strength to give you up just yet (just yet) Cos all my bad habits they used to be my best friend
2.
I’m looking for love A tornado wouldn’t be enough to break me up A tsunami washing over me just cleans the dust off me And all of the wreckage so far softens the blow Oh and all of the wreckage so far softens the blow I’m looking for a love oh The kind that eats me up I’m looking for a new devastation Someone to make me run I’m looking for love Electricity is in my veins, lighting can’t touch me no I’m made up of all the highest stakes that earthquakes can’t shake off All of the wreckage so far softens the blow Oh and all of the wreckage so far softens the blow I’m looking for a love oh The kind that eats me up I’m looking for a new devastation Someone to make me run oh A new distraction can’t decide if I’m dissatisfied cos’ I’m Stuck on the wave of it Stuck on the wave, stuck on the wave of it Stuck on the wave, Stuck on the wave And I would rather be your devastation On the wave, on the wave (devastation) Trade my problems for your complications (devastation) On the wave, on the wave I’m looking for love oh The kind that eats me up I’m looking for a new devastation Someone to make me run I’m looking for love oh The kind that eats me up I’m looking for a new devastation Someone to make me run I’m looking for love oh (love) The kind that eats me up I’m looking for a new devastation Someone to make me run I’m looking for love Love I’m looking for love Love I’m looking for
3.
Insincere 03:51
You can be so sweet And insincere Did you forget what you were saying I’m not into these games (games) Think I was loving just a fantasy (loving just a fantasy) And is it really so hard to break somebody's heart? (break somebody's heart) Already tearing me apart inside your make believe (tearing me apart) (make believe) You don’t want me to stay much longer (stay) Its like im talking to a ghost (stay) I wish that you would just be honest Oh, you can be so sweet And insincere Not sure if I can be the one to walk away I wanna make you stay (away) (stay) I want the things you say to be for me (say) (be for me) So put it in writing I delight in knowing there’s no hope I’m not sure I’m wise just yet, no You don’t want me to stay much longer (stay) Its like im talking to a ghost (stay) I wish that you would just be honest Oh, you can be so sweet And insincere You say you wanted an escape, I can relate mmm Behind the smoke I see your smile, so I’ll stay awhile in purgatory Tell me a story, you’ll butter me up You can be so sweet And insincere You don’t want me to stay much longer (uh-uh oh) Its like im talking to a ghost (it’s like I’m talking to a) I wish that you would just be honest (ahh oh you) Oh, you can be so sweet And insincere You don’t want me to stay much longer (yeah yeah yeah hey) Its like im talking to a ghost (it’s like I’m talking to a) I wish that you would just be honest Oh, you can be so sweet And insincere
4.
Business 03:14
Please Ain’t no way to do business (uh uh) Guy in the back thinks he runs shit Day one he’s talking trash he’s a cynic Then rants how ladies should conduct themselves so men will hear (men will hear) Ain’t no way to do business (uh uh) Manchild I’m the boss if I’m paying You’re telling me bring out the claws and get angry (rawr) I only keep you on my team if you respond to sweetness (I’m sweet, I’m sweet, I’m sweet, I’m sweet, I’m sweet) But I’ll cut you quick So quick Eloquent, I write a nice email Grammatic acrobats I pack a punch covered in sweetness Organized, I fan my flame cos I’m on top of it Feeling so hot while I make my spreadsheets (Imma be real nice, but I can be like ice) If you overstep and tell me how to run this (Imma be real nice but I can be like ice) (real nice) Don’t tell me how to run my fucking business (nope) (Don’t) Text me at one in the morning (Don’t) Think we’re friends before you even met me (Don’t) Talk over me, I wasn’t finished speaking (Don’t) Clean up words cos I’m a lady please Ain’t no way to do business (uh uh) Guy in the back thinks he runs shit (he thinks he runs shit) Day one he’s talking trash he’s a cynic Then rants how ladies should conduct themselves so men will hear (men will hear) Ain’t no way to do business (uh uh) Manchild I’m the boss if I’m paying You’re telling me bring out the claws and get angry (rawr) I only keep you on my team if you respond to sweetness (I’m sweet, I’m sweet, I’m sweet, I’m sweet, I’m sweet) (so fucking sweet) But I’ll cut you quick So quick Don’t care about your cynical agenda Your head is popping, megalomaniac bender (bender) Have to squint, can someone turn the lights up in the back? (uh) So many red flags, damn this shit is kind wack (Imma be real nice, but I can be like ice) If you overstep and tell me how to run this (Imma be real nice but I can be like ice) (real nice) Don’t tell me how to run my fucking business (nope) (Don’t) Ghost me near a deadline (mmm) (Don’t) Sneak your homies in when it’s showtime (mmm) (Don’t) Call me cutie, mommy, man I could go on (don’t) but I’m too focused on the future to go scrolling through my phone (mmm)
5.
Weird, weird, weird, weird, weird, weird, weird, weird, weird, weird So fucking weird man (Ooh ahh, ooh ahh ah ah) You’re my kind of weird So fucking weird, I love it You’re my kind of weird So fucking weird, don’t stop it I love it Weird, weird, weird, weird, wa-wa-weird So fucking weird man We’ve got telepathy, i love it (i love it) Laugh at the jokes I bomb, they got it twisted I see you trailing off, lost in another world (lost in another world) Your mind is beautiful to me You’re my kind of weird So fucking weird, I love it You’re my kind of weird So fucking weird, don’t stop it I love it Weird, weird, weird, weird, wa-wa-weird So fucking weird man You’re so particular, I love it (i love it) Cleaning your keyboard like its surgery (surgery) You’re drumming all over my body (my body) They'll think it's dirty (ooh) But I literally mean drumming (drumming) Tell me how I’m sexy when I’m strange (sexy) I’ll call you pet names till its epic lame (lame) You’re my kind of weird (weird) So fucking weird, I love it You’re my kind of weird (weird, weird) So fucking weird, I love it You’re my kind of weird (weird) So fucking weird, I love it You’re my kind of weird (weird, weird) So fucking weird, don’t stop it I love it Weird, weird, weird, weird, weird, weird, weird, weird Weird, weird, weird, weird, weird, weird, weird So fucking weird man (weird) Mmm, mmm, mmm So fucking weird Don’t stop it, I love it Weird
6.
Like Water 03:08
Do you think about life together I’d be crashing in your waves forever How do you feel? How do you feel my love? How do ya (like water) How do ya, How how do you feel? (feels good) How do ya Your love surprises me Your love surprises me How do ya (like water) How do ya, How how do you feel? (feels good) How do ya Like water flowing it feels good Feels good Do you think about life together (like water flowing it feels good) I’d be soaking up your rays forever (feels good) How do you feel? How do you feel? (like water) How do you feel? (like water flowing it feels good) Yeah How do you feel? (feels good) Oh Ooh, ahh, oh How do you feel, feel, how do you feel? (like water) Baby, uh-ah, uh-mm (how do ya) (like water, it feels good, feels good) How do you feel, how do you feel baby? (like water)(how do ya) Tell me you want me (like water, it feels good) Mmm now tell me you want me like I want you (feels good) Like I want you Like water, like water flowing it feels good Feels good
7.
Feel, feel something A foggy pinnacle, dressed up in crystal love notes the dew it wets your lips with a bitter taste We’re switching back and forth from anything that points north Finding the boiling point, falling in it I try to catch you but you’re too far (too far) I try to leave but I’m always tethered down you see I try to catch you but you’re too far (too far) I try to leave, I try to leave Driving at a rapid speed, so I’m not locked in memory corkscrew and seal your mouth, spit your words out I try to catch you but you’re too far (too far) I try to leave but I’m always tethered down you see I try to catch you but you’re too far (too far) I try to leave, I try to leave Thrown against the wall just to feel my palms Point me north or south I’m losing my grip Course it through my veins just to feel a trace Thrown against the wall to feel something (feel) Pale roses in my hand, sweet dreams that turn to nothing Filling an empty vase with echos everyone is singing I try to catch you but you’re too far (too far) I try to leave but I’m always tethered down you see I try to catch you but you’re too far I try to leave, I try to leave Thrown against the wall just to feel my palms Point me north or south I’m losing my grip Course it through my veins just to feel a trace Thrown against the wall to feel something (feel) Feel something (feel) Feel something, no (feel) Feel something (feel) Feel something, ah oh (feel) Thrown against the wall just to feel my palms Course it through my veins to feel something
8.
My body is a cage I wanted to erase it My body is a stranger I’ve lost my way I’m floating in a moat of defenses Drowning all my old dances Won’t you come back to me Won’t you come back to me Won’t you come back to me (back to me) I’ve been a stranger Won’t you come back to me (back to me) There's no more danger now Ahh, ahh, ahh, ohh, ahh, ohh My body is a rock, but it feels like control It’s safer when you’re blocking out All the pain you cannot hold He touched me like I was just a toy He touched me like I was made out of cardboard He sees me like a plaque on his wall Don’t think I wanna feel at all Won’t you come back to me (back to me) Won’t you come back to me (back to me) Won’t you come back to me (back to me) I’ve been a stranger Won’t you come back to me (back to me) There's no more danger now I wanna be a friend to me I wanna be a friend to me I wanna be a friend to me I wanna be a friend to me
9.
The Enemy 04:19
I’m not even faded but everybody’s wasted I’ve been thinking lately that I don't need your help (help) The empty cans, the bar slips Tumbling up a steep hill (hill) Wondering if it's worth it Think I don’t need your help (need your help) Talk to myself, my friends they only know the half of it Talk to myself, my friends they only know the half of it I don’t love you like I used to I wake up and always feel used I don’t love you like I used to You tried to cloud my view (cloud my view) Silencing my memories, but you are the not the enemy The enemy in me It’s silent when it’s subtle (subtle) And I don’t even think twice, its my fuel To fight the beast inside of me you let me breathe when my mind was just too seething Talk to myself, my friends they only know the half of it Uh I don’t love you like I used to (like I used) I wake up and always feel used I don’t love you like I used to (like I used) You tried to cloud my view (cloud my view) Silencing my memories, but you are the not the enemy I’ve been sending love to all my demons, Oh yes I am I keep sending love to all my demons, my demons (demons, demons) I keep sending love to all my demons, Oh yes I am I keep sending love to all my demons, my demons (demons, demons) I’ve been sending love to all my demons, Oh yes I am A different love than when I needed you, Oh (demons, demons) I don’t love you like I used to (like I used) (oh) I wake up and always feel used (oh) I don’t love you like I used to (like I used) You tried to cloud my view (cloud my view) Silencing my memories, but you are the not the enemy Oh I don’t love you like I used to (like I used) I wake up and always feel used I don’t love you like I used to (like I used) You tried to cloud my view (cloud my view) Silencing my memories, but you are the not the enemy

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released September 29, 2023

Produced by Kyle Ohori (Seismic Sounds/AwwShux), Cam Blake, & Clare Twiddy
Mixed by Kyle Ohori & Cam Blake
Mastered by Brock McFarlane
Photo by Sheldon D'Eith

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Clare Twiddy Vancouver, British Columbia

Clare Twiddy is a Vancouver based musician who creates moody Electronic Pop music. Her songs showcase dark, gritty soundscapes combined with dense vocal harmonies inspired by artists such as Banks, Rezz, Whipped Cream, and Bishop Briggs. Welcome to Choral Dubstep Pop. ... more

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